Hospital Light

"I don't remember when the nights started blending together…"

Verse 1

There's a vending machine glowing blue

At the end of the hallway

Coffee stains on folded paper cups

And morning dissolving into grey

Everybody here looks half-awake

Like ghosts waiting for weather to change

I watch the nurses move like shadows

Through the artificial rain

And my hands still shake without you

Even after all this time

So I bury myself in chemicals

Until the edges blur enough to survive

Pre-Chorus

The ceiling lights flicker softly

Like tired stars about to disappear

And every small machine beside me

Sounds like something trying to keep me here

Chorus

Under hospital light

Everything looks unreal

Love, regret, memory

Nothing hurts the way it should feel

And the drugs move slowly through me

Like winter through abandoned streets

I can still hear your voice sometimes

Somewhere underneath the static and sleep

Verse 2

The doctor asked if I was sleeping

I almost laughed in his face

Because exhaustion isn't rest

It's just surviving one more day

There's a woman crying in the next room

Through walls too thin to hide pain

And for a second I remember

We all disappear the same

My reflection in the darkened window

Looks older than it did last year

Like the city slowly hollowed me out

And left whatever remained here

Bridge

I think I wanted oblivion

More than I wanted death

Just silence loud enough

To drown everything I regret

Maybe addiction is only grief

With nowhere beautiful to go

A slow collapsing orbit

Around things we can't let go

Final Chorus

Under hospital light

The world turns pale and numb

Like every feeling I once trusted

Already came undone

And somewhere beyond the windows

Morning slowly floods the sky

But I still feel suspended

Between surviving and goodbye

Outro

"Just let me sleep…"

"Just let me sleep…"

"Just let me sleep…"

"Just let me sleep…"