Voice Message at 4:12 AM

"I don't even know if this number still belongs to you…"

Verse 1

The apartment smells like cigarettes

And sleeping pills dissolved in wine

Blue television light keeps flickering

Across the mess I call a life

There's a half-empty glass beside me

Your old sweater on the floor

I told myself I'd throw it out

At least a hundred times before

Outside the city keeps breathing

Cold and mechanical and distant

While I replay your last voicemail

Like something holy I can't live without

Pre-Chorus

Every night turns into memory now

Before it even disappears

And I keep talking to your absence

Like maybe you're still somewhere near

Chorus

So I leave voice messages at 4:12 AM

Half awake and chemically numb

Trying to pour what's left of my heart

Into the static before morning comes

And your name still moves through me

Like smoke beneath my skin

I don't know how to stop missing you

Without disappearing with it

Verse 2

The kitchen light burns fluorescent white

Like a hospital I never left

I keep swallowing tiny oblivions

Just to quiet my own head

There's an ambulance somewhere far away

Cutting softly through the rain

And for a moment I almost call you

Before remembering everything changed

My reflection in the darkened window

Looks ghostlike in the dawn

Like somebody still pretending

There's something left to hold onto

Bridge

Maybe addiction is just love

With nowhere safe to go

A slow chemical prayer

For things already gone

Maybe I kept destroying myself

Because pain was all that remained

And silence without you beside me

Feels too enormous to survive

Final Chorus

So I leave voice messages at 4:12 AM

While the sky turns pale and blue

And every exhausted word I whisper

Still somehow circles back to you

And the morning slowly enters

Like mercy I don't deserve

While I dissolve into the static

Of everything that used to hurt

Outro

"Please don't forget me…"

"Please don't forget me…"

"Please don't forget me…"

"Please don't forget me…"